bored

I’m lonely when you’re not around
And alone when you are
And thinking of every single thing but you
When you’re coming down from your adrenalin high.

For thoughts of consequences shattered your dream
I am not what I want or how you would like
To see me as your dream revitalized
And brought back to life to have me and not have me at all.

Like a rose you think I think you’re helpless
And as time goes by you realize
I am not a rose but I am helpless
In some corner of my mind when I have time.

Maybe barking up the wrong willo tree
Or lying in the snow at eight PM and it’s freezing
Three times a day when you say we’re fine
But your petals are frozen in the snow as I fly away.

We are not will not be and were never fine
I am a frozen rose and you are something
A rose by any other name would still be frozen
When a certain amount of time has been suspended just for us.

U. S.
No not now me me me
I am not you; I am your evil twin
I am frozen and you are dead.

Ice crystallizing on your stem
I will shatter you than let you freeze like me
You will fall and I will stay the same
And you will be better off that way.

I promise.